Just watched the first 4 min myself and he is still as gay as he was when he described himself as a younger person. He says so right about the 3:20min mark. Still gay, just absolutely terrified that if he doesn't suppress his desires that he will be kicked out of the club.
Sad as crap.
Live a tormented life and deny yourself the love that comes first nature to you so that you can be less afraid of what won't happen in the afterlife anyway. What's funny is that ppl like this are denying themselves who they are to help avoid hell. Yet they are living in hell to do so.
Also, there is no hell.
Seriously, watching another human twist in the wind like this is part of what makes me angry about organized religion.