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Quote from: ChiCat on September 14, 2016, 01:02:14 PMNo way Sundance and some Euro are living at my houseit would be like ancient rome
No way Sundance and some Euro are living at my house
I just got called out by someone whom I thought had my back...I'm trying to cut back on posting too-deeply personal stuff on here but this went way too far. This person whom is now blocked has been a good friend to me for many years. And just today, I wanted to ask them how they were doing. I won't go into detail about their response, but the general consensus of it was, I'm "clingy", I'm a "pussy", a "crybaby" and an "overly narcissistic momma's boy". Now, posting this may be a sign that this person got to me, and I'm lashing out because of it. Far from it. I know I've been a weak minded person all my life. I suffer from crippling depression and adult ADHD. I see a therapist at least twice a month. I haven't had a real girlfriend since high school, I still live with my parents, I'm part time at work, and I constantly fear I'm going to die alone with no one around to grief for me when I'm gone. I thought this person was one of the many people whom have been my medicine to help me overcome my perpetual sadness. Perhaps I was wrong. If I say you're my friend, you're my friend. Don't ever doubt our relationship. If you're reading this, know that I would die for you before I'd die for such a disgusting person like this...I don't expect anything from my friends, just know that if I contact you, it's because I love you. I know I wear my heart on my sleeve, I'm very generous about my kindness and that can get me trouble from time to time. Breaks my heart, I will admit, I feel very betrayed that someone whom I looked up to would do this to me and I feel a little less loved because of it. But I'm still running and looking forward. It's times like this I wish I still had my doggy sister by my side, but she's dead. Nothing's going to change that. I have to rely on the people I think are my friends. Are you one of them?...rant over, continue with your scrolling, think someone shared a funny cat video about three posts down from this one, I hear it's a good one lol
Quote It's times like this I wish I still had my doggy sister by my side, but she's dead. Nothing's going to change that.
It's times like this I wish I still had my doggy sister by my side, but she's dead. Nothing's going to change that.
in the end, EMAW will always win.