I myself have a history of great disdain for most people in general; and overall a sense of negativity towards life. So I know where you're coming from but I won't pretend to know why you're there. My apathetic feelings towards humanity derived from depression - but mostly as you put it - hopelessness. Following Ron Paul the last 5 years, watching the hours upon hours of people like you & me post video blogs voicing complaints all with a central & common theme. The growing disgust & impatience with the direction of this nation has given me hope that my kids can be themselves without fear of prosecution. Subsequently, my life is much happier now. I now live with intent & purpose. I will never again shy away from sharing my opinion just because it puts me in a so called minority and I'm finding that I'm not alone. I am finding hope. I read something today that may not be relevant, but because you've set a precedents for tangents - perhaps you'll continue to read and maybe you'll find some relevance in it.
Why I will not vote for Romney or Obama, written by Brittany Hemsath:
We are not afraid to lose if losing means our integrity and principles remain with us. Our numbers have tripled this election... we have already won. We have spread the message of individual liberty far and wide. Ron Paul has inspired liberty movements in Africa, Europe, and even Korea. Only a third of American colonists believed that the American Revolution was necessary, and they changed the course of history forever. It is our turn now to do the same. An election outcome will not change that. We would lay down our lives for the cause of liberty if it were required of us, and it may be. I welcome losing if the winning team is not supporting the principles that this country was founded on. But, I will not go as a lamb to the slaughter and vote for someone who my heart, my gut, and reason tells me is wrong for this country. Like Patrick Henry said, "I know not what course others will take, but as for me, give me liberty or give me death."