Man sys, I don't like to see you this jaded/bitter.
it's like when germany lost ww1. at lot of people got bitter and they ended up killing 10 million people. it would have been better if they hadn't distracted themselves with idle hatreds and false hopes and had instead just focused on exacting vengeance on the one person who was responsible for destroying their bball program.
i don't like comparing myself to hitler, but perhaps if hitler had focused on germany's currie instead of genocide, he'd be looked at as a hero today.