fanatic . . . you're just not smart.
Pad, people (including your family) hate you. They wish you were never born and wish they would never have to associate themselves with you ever. People, after meeting you, hope you die a very painful and grotesque death and can honestly admit that after even talking to you, their lives are so much worse because of it. Please do society, your parents, and any future spawn you might unleash on society, a favor. Kill yourself. Jump off a bridge, get hit by a car, just do it as quick as possible. PEOPLE HATE YOU!
