why do you do this to yourself steffy?
This is a very fair question. Last night, for the first time in a few weeks, I didn't even check the scores on the Big 12 games. I knew if I did, I would be reminded as to how frustrating this season has been, especially the last couple weeks.
It seems like a total mess right now. I can't help myself, though. I really like it when K-State wins. And, I do know that things are never as bad--or as good--as they seem. And, I also know that young kids (such as those on our team) tend to move on and forget frustrations and missed opportunities much better than we adults do.
If we continue to flame out, feel free to remind me how much easier it would have been to give up hope on this team way-back-when. It won't matter, though; I can't help it, and will continue to do the same in the future. (I was still hopeful we would make the football playoffs going into the last Saturday of the season.)