guys, what am i gonna do now, huh? the hype, the pressure of this thing is unbelievable. what if i make a total idiot of myself and fanning comes and

right in my face to everybody? what if she doesn't think i'm as good looking in person as in my pictures

but really

what if we actually hit it off but then fanning gives you guys a daily running update
i don't know if i'm up for it.