For someone with bad anxiety (it's in the family genes) this week has been a living hell. Like my stomach hurts really bad. I've just really been mind effing myself. Plus, I know I obviously like her, cause I never get this worked up over a girl. I'm usually calm and cool and right now I'm just a mess. I've been at the gym like everyday for 2 hours a session. The anxiety is good for my awesome sculpture of a body (working out), but bad for blood pressure, drinking habits, headaches, etc.