It's okay, just relax. I think I speak for many here that have gone hoggin. Sure you feel dirty for debasing yourself, but primal urges cannot be ignored.
Man laws 2 and 3 are there for your protection:
2. If she's a two at 10:00, she'll be a 10 by 2:00
3. If she doesn't meet your standards, lower your standards.
I will say this; These women are angels of opportunity and should not be insulted. You should rather say she's nice, but not what I'm looking for right now. Maybe she could be the on if I was in a terrible acid accident that melted my face, and the medical bills cost me all my money.
Just remember a few things going forward:
Never use your real name.
Never tell her of your family; they will use that as leverage.
Never take her to your place. In an emergency you can, but use a blindfold and take an indirect route. You're better off telling her you're lost, and taking her to an alley.
Only meet at places that people you know do not frequent.
You can buy her booze and bar food; anything more is cruel.
Happy hunting
