I'd rather throw acid in my eyes, but I get it. It's like watching the 98 big 12 championship game and waiting till Bishop fumbles it away. 
I watched the Elite 8 Butler game a few times after that season. Never watched the Baylor 2012 game again because it was just an ass whooping.
I just wanted to break it down a bit. I didn't watch every pitch
I mean, SF outplayed us. There was no goat on the Royals. They made the double play on Hosmer, they shaded Aoki on the LF line in the 5th, they pulled Hudson early etc. Its actually good to go back and see that. There are what ifs, but its like the one I posted. What if SF didn't shade Moose towards center? That's them playing well, not us failing.