man, i'm sorry to hear that, seven.
i don't have anything smart to say, but i do have something that's probably stupid to share. a coworker was diagnosed with lung cancer early this year and was getting chemo and also still working because he thought he needed the money. at any rate he died a few months later and everyone at work assumed it was the lung cancer but at the memorial we found out it was from a blood infection and i dunno if working outside in the weather and dust with an iv port in his arm caused that or if it something else, but anyways don't do that.
