Self consciousness

[The Big Train]

What creates a higher level of it?  Meditation?  Genetics?  Spiritual enlightenment?

Sometimes I am out and about, or even just in my apartment.  I get the feeling I am in a dream, then realize I have gone 10-30 minutes on what seems like autopilot.

When I 'come to' I usually have some better/deeper understanding of the world around me.  I feel better emotionally, and have processed life events.  I have solved issues that I have been thinking about.  Some for a long time, and some just that day.  I have this kind of thing happen several times a week, and sometimes about every day of the week.

I usually don't remember my dreams, so maybe I am gaining this consciencely* after the fact?  I ponder the universe a LOT, along with everyday things.  Analyzing everything in the world around me fascinates me.  When I am in public I try and act 'normal', yet I perceive and process for hours after the fact.

I work with computers all day long and love it.  Sometimes I think about what if I just studied the brain or did more math stuff.  Then I remember I already do that in my spare time.

Just thought this could be a thread. 

[gatoveintisiete]

Put it with the sausage cabbage pea lunches, weirdo

[star seed 7]

i like that stuff too tbt

[sys]

i just like to eat and eff, but whatever.

[The Big Train]

i like that stuff too tbt

When you have a uniquely gifted mind it creates so many elaborate scenarios.  Some you outwardly cast, and some that are reserved for you.

But yes, if you can control it, yes I like it too.

[gatoveintisiete]

I get all that, but does it strike you as political?  Maybe I'm not as smart as you tho 

[puniraptor]

The human mind is just another lunch begging to be #acked

[puniraptor]

i just like to eat and eff, but whatever.

nirvana

[gatoveintisiete]

 

[star seed 7]

i like that stuff too sys

[mocat]

What does it all mean guys? And by it i mean life

[Tobias]

sys forgot the wine

[The Big Train]

What does it all mean guys? And by it i mean life

You figure that out bud and write it down and I will read it

[catastrophe]

Don't know about the meaning of life, but I've long thought that the key to happiness is using your greatest talents to the best of your ability for the glory of God.

[The Big Train]

So I consumed several episodes of Ancient Aliens tonight as background noise() while coding tonight.  I know that down the road that will hit me and I will ponder the significance of what I heard.  There was also a show on about the 10 ways we will die.  Now this may sound weird, but it was honestly soothing.  The most soothing part is knowing that whatever I do in this life is mine and mine only.  There is no higher power controlling me and if there was, why would they be?

The human conscience works in many different ways, mine does in a exploranistic(word i made) way.  Why would we ever accept theories and ways that are 10+ years old?  Sure, the ways that have been proven into law(scientific) are fine, but why divulge into rumors?  Expand your mind through your own conscienceness and unravel the mysterious world we live in.

I used to be in this state of mind a lot more, but it was toxic.  There are other ways to get here, and meditation is one of them, yet blogging about it is a challenge.  There are other ways but this is the best way I know right now, and I'm sure if you know about me at all, you can figure out the way.

Great new idea is being able to get to this state without damaging anything in the process.

[steve dave]

you ever done boomers tbt? legitimate question.

[puniraptor]

I parsed that post through my latest algorithm (Microsoft access 2003) and after all 4 cpu cores running at 100% for over 8 minutes, my data analysis indicates that tbt's IQ has ballooned to over 200.

OT: have you seen the documentary lucy starring political firebrand morgan freeman?

[The Big Train]

you ever done boomers tbt? legitimate question.

I have not, and I honestly don't know what that is

[The Big Train]

I parsed that post through my latest algorithm (Microsoft access 2003) and after all 4 cpu cores running at 100% for over 8 minutes, my data analysis indicates that tbt's IQ has ballooned to over 200.

OT: have you seen the documentary lucy starring political firebrand morgan freeman?

Actually I have watched that flick and it's a good movie.  Morgan had a rough end tho

[steve dave]

you ever done boomers tbt? legitimate question.

I have not, and I honestly don't know what that is

You should

[The Big Train]

you ever done boomers tbt? legitimate question.

I have not, and I honestly don't know what that is

You should

I should do it, or I should know?

Also I looked it up and no i haven't ever done magic mushrooms, I am honestly scared what would happen if I did.

[The Big Train]

I mean maybe I should tho, just to see what happens.  I honestly think I would need a box so I wouldn't escape tho, some thoughts I have open to the world tho 

[Tobias]

christmas light time is getting closer

[stunted]

i used to think a lot as well, but i thought it was to a fault and don't see the point. the mind just never gets satisfied, and makes me have paralysis by analysis

when i meditate i do feel how everything is connected as one, and that the the energy connection we have could be the higher power. how i picture it is at the core, if you could xray everything as deep as possible we'd all just be a blob of vibrating energy dots. it's like we're all cells in a human body, the body being the universe. it's a soothing feeling that carries over when i'm not meditating. death is just a change of energy - we never die.

but mostly i meditate for peak alpha performance.

[steve dave]

christmas light time is getting closer