and how much what happens next week will effect my recovery.
Keep telling myself how illogical it is to freak out about an elite 8 loss when your team hasn't even been there in a couple decades.
So far I think it's going fairly well. Woke up this morning a little(lot) hungover, a little angry, but ready to move on.
But if Butler goes out next weekend and gets hammered, all bets are off. "What could of been" meter will shoot through the roof. I'm talking full-on meltdown, and there's nothing I can do about it.
I just hope Butler knows how much this means to me. So don't shazbot! this up, k guys?
