I'm not sure sys is ready for what killing a pig entails.
My step brother brought his friend home with him from Manhattan. He (military vet
) wanted to help us kill pigs for butchering. We moved one pig into the holding pen, put it down, and bled it out. Stepbro's friend ran to the house
and didn't come back. We finished up the third pig and went inside to clean up. He was in the kitchen by himself drinking a glass of water just staring
out the window. Dad asked him if he was alright and he said
"I have never seen anything so barbaric in all my life."