Post by: The Big Train on September 16, 2016, 09:48:43 PM
Sometimes I am out and about, or even just in my apartment. I get the feeling I am in a dream, then realize I have gone 10-30 minutes on what seems like autopilot.
When I 'come to' I usually have some better/deeper understanding of the world around me. I feel better emotionally, and have processed life events. I have solved issues that I have been thinking about. Some for a long time, and some just that day. I have this kind of thing happen several times a week, and sometimes about every day of the week.
I usually don't remember my dreams, so maybe I am gaining this consciencely* after the fact? I ponder the universe a LOT, along with everyday things. Analyzing everything in the world around me fascinates me. When I am in public I try and act 'normal', yet I perceive and process for hours after the fact.
I work with computers all day long and love it. Sometimes I think about what if I just studied the brain or did more math stuff. Then I remember I already do that in my spare time.
Just thought this could be a thread.
Post by: gatoveintisiete on September 16, 2016, 09:51:09 PM
Post by: star seed 7 on September 16, 2016, 09:51:45 PM
Post by: sys on September 16, 2016, 09:59:55 PM
Post by: The Big Train on September 16, 2016, 10:04:17 PM
i like that stuff too tbt
When you have a uniquely gifted mind it creates so many elaborate scenarios. Some you outwardly cast, and some that are reserved for you.
But yes, if you can control it, yes I like it too.
Post by: gatoveintisiete on September 16, 2016, 10:26:00 PM
Post by: puniraptor on September 16, 2016, 10:34:17 PM
Post by: puniraptor on September 16, 2016, 10:34:35 PM
i just like to eat and eff, but whatever.nirvana
Post by: gatoveintisiete on September 16, 2016, 10:38:20 PM
Post by: star seed 7 on September 16, 2016, 10:45:06 PM
Post by: mocat on September 16, 2016, 11:26:13 PM
Post by: Tobias on September 16, 2016, 11:38:46 PM
Post by: The Big Train on September 17, 2016, 07:03:17 AM
What does it all mean guys? And by it i mean life
You figure that out bud and write it down and I will read it
Post by: catastrophe on September 17, 2016, 08:45:52 AM
Post by: The Big Train on September 30, 2016, 11:20:41 PM
The human conscience works in many different ways, mine does in a exploranistic(word i made) way. Why would we ever accept theories and ways that are 10+ years old? Sure, the ways that have been proven into law(scientific) are fine, but why divulge into rumors? Expand your mind through your own conscienceness and unravel the mysterious world we live in.
I used to be in this state of mind a lot more, but it was toxic. There are other ways to get here, and meditation is one of them, yet blogging about it is a challenge. There are other ways but this is the best way I know right now, and I'm sure if you know about me at all, you can figure out the way.
Great new idea is being able to get to this state without damaging anything in the process.
Post by: steve dave on September 30, 2016, 11:41:47 PM
Post by: puniraptor on September 30, 2016, 11:42:52 PM
OT: have you seen the documentary lucy starring political firebrand morgan freeman?
Post by: The Big Train on September 30, 2016, 11:49:02 PM
you ever done boomers tbt? legitimate question.
I have not, and I honestly don't know what that is
Post by: The Big Train on September 30, 2016, 11:50:15 PM
I parsed that post through my latest algorithm (Microsoft access 2003) and after all 4 cpu cores running at 100% for over 8 minutes, my data analysis indicates that tbt's IQ has ballooned to over 200.
OT: have you seen the documentary lucy starring political firebrand morgan freeman?
Actually I have watched that flick and it's a good movie. Morgan had a rough end tho
Post by: steve dave on October 01, 2016, 12:11:16 AM
you ever done boomers tbt? legitimate question.
I have not, and I honestly don't know what that is
You should
Post by: The Big Train on October 01, 2016, 12:14:47 AM
you ever done boomers tbt? legitimate question.
I have not, and I honestly don't know what that is
You should
I should do it, or I should know?
Also I looked it up and no i haven't ever done magic mushrooms, I am honestly scared what would happen if I did.
Post by: The Big Train on October 01, 2016, 12:19:10 AM
Post by: Tobias on October 01, 2016, 12:34:50 AM
Post by: stunted on October 01, 2016, 12:52:40 AM
when i meditate i do feel how everything is connected as one, and that the the energy connection we have could be the higher power. how i picture it is at the core, if you could xray everything as deep as possible we'd all just be a blob of vibrating energy dots. it's like we're all cells in a human body, the body being the universe. it's a soothing feeling that carries over when i'm not meditating. death is just a change of energy - we never die.
but mostly i meditate for peak alpha performance.
Post by: steve dave on October 01, 2016, 01:28:24 AM
christmas light time is getting closer
:thumbs:
Post by: SdK on October 01, 2016, 06:09:55 AM
Post by: renocat on October 01, 2016, 06:25:18 AM
Post by: puniraptor on October 01, 2016, 08:50:48 AM
Post by: star seed 7 on October 01, 2016, 11:03:57 AM
but mostly i meditate for peak alpha performance.
:D
Post by: Spracne on October 01, 2016, 05:55:24 PM
Post by: Spracne on October 01, 2016, 05:56:13 PM
Post by: CNS on October 01, 2016, 06:10:55 PM
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Post by: The Big Train on October 02, 2016, 07:41:24 AM
I didn't know Choo Choo was the smartest guy on this blog. I still don't, but I also didn't know in the past.
:D
Post by: Asteriskhead on October 03, 2016, 12:38:29 PM
christmas light time is getting closer
v. good setting, set, not so sure about.
Post by: The Big Train on October 14, 2016, 11:10:12 PM
What if one hit the earth? What happens to us? We obviously die and civilization is over, but what then? Does the soul live on? Does it get sucked into the black hole too, since nothing can escape once past the event horizon? Does God pull us out of this fate? What about the souls that have gone 'UP' before the black hole got here?
With recently brain studies how can stimulation recreate a personality? There was a guy that was in a car wreck and his family didn't even recognize him after it. They called him Brian 2, because it was so different from the original one. How do you explain the soul and your conscienceness if it can change because of a physical accident? Isn't it eternal? Why would God make it change? Punishing the misfortunate? This isn't the Hebrew bible time, this is after Christ. He isn't supposed to be like that now.
All of this and more get pondered in my head all the time. This kind of self conscienceness is a step to higher realms and deeper understanding. If you can't imagine and think outside the box, how can we ever solve complex problems? Cohering to the norm and the accepted has prevented us from moving on in the past. Don't prohibit your self conscience from expanding your word.
Post by: Spracne on October 14, 2016, 11:14:34 PM
Post by: Rage Against the McKee on October 14, 2016, 11:14:48 PM
Post by: The Big Train on October 14, 2016, 11:24:03 PM
A soul can escape a black hole, assuming it has zero mass.
The few studies that have been done say it does have mass. So what then?
Post by: The Big Train on October 14, 2016, 11:24:27 PM
:dunno:
What legal impact does what I said have?
Post by: star seed 7 on October 14, 2016, 11:28:53 PM
Post by: The Big Train on October 14, 2016, 11:57:59 PM
Post by: catastrophe on October 15, 2016, 12:10:54 AM
The soul weighs 21 grams fyi
Yea, that was pretty thoroughly debunked iirc.
Post by: catastrophe on October 15, 2016, 12:15:29 AM
Post by: The Big Train on October 15, 2016, 12:23:32 AM
Also, I didn't think physicists believe in any real possibility of us colliding with a black hole. Our galaxy orbits around a center (supposedly a very large black hole), and the universe in general is all moving apart.
Obviously you know nothing about space and time. Second, all the planets in our solar system revolve around our sun(which is a star). Third, we revolve around our super massive black hole, on the outside of our galaxy.
Our galaxy is a part of a philament of many galaxies that create our universe. Of which we have no idea about a billion different things.
So before you spout your mouth off again, how about you go back to school, or whatever, and learn some rough ridin' cosmology before ever rough ridin' talking about the universe again. You rough ridin' child.
Post by: The Big Train on October 15, 2016, 12:26:04 AM
But actual physicists say there are 100 million black holes in just our galaxy. So just to be certain, don't ever rough ridin' talk about this ever again Catastrophe.
Post by: Rage Against the McKee on October 15, 2016, 12:27:59 AM
Post by: The Big Train on October 15, 2016, 12:32:29 AM
When Matthew McConaughey went into a black hole, he ended up saving all mankind.
This is totally plausible, in the real of the self conscience subconscious. Yet the probability of it happening in our reality is slim to none.
Post by: star seed 7 on October 15, 2016, 12:39:31 AM
Post by: catastrophe on October 15, 2016, 01:04:25 AM
Also, I didn't think physicists believe in any real possibility of us colliding with a black hole. Our galaxy orbits around a center (supposedly a very large black hole), and the universe in general is all moving apart.
Obviously you know nothing about space and time. Second, all the planets in our solar system revolve around our sun(which is a star). Third, we revolve around our super massive black hole, on the outside of our galaxy.
Our galaxy is a part of a philament of many galaxies that create our universe. Of which we have no idea about a billion different things.
So before you spout your mouth off again, how about you go back to school, or whatever, and learn some rough ridin' cosmology before ever rough ridin' talking about the universe again. You rough ridin' child.
Might wanna pump the brakes there, buddy. I think you're forgetting that the Sun accounts for 99.8% of the mass of the Solar System, and the vast majority of the Sun itself is made of hydrogen. Also, the Sun (as well as the vast majority of all matter in the universe) is a plasma.
How embarrassing for you.
Post by: The Big Train on October 15, 2016, 01:13:39 AM
Also, I didn't think physicists believe in any real possibility of us colliding with a black hole. Our galaxy orbits around a center (supposedly a very large black hole), and the universe in general is all moving apart.
Obviously you know nothing about space and time. Second, all the planets in our solar system revolve around our sun(which is a star). Third, we revolve around our super massive black hole, on the outside of our galaxy.
Our galaxy is a part of a philament of many galaxies that create our universe. Of which we have no idea about a billion different things.
So before you spout your mouth off again, how about you go back to school, or whatever, and learn some rough ridin' cosmology before ever rough ridin' talking about the universe again. You rough ridin' child.
Might wanna pump the brakes there, buddy. I think you're forgetting that the Sun accounts for 99.8% of the mass of the Solar System, and the vast majority of the Sun itself is made of hydrogen. Also, the Sun (as well as the vast majority of all matter in the universe) is a plasma.
How embarrassing for you.
What? What does that have to do with anything related to a black hole? Who gives a eff what anything is made of if a rough ridin' black hole sweeps by? Nobody. That's who.
I mean :lol: at this person
Post by: puniraptor on October 15, 2016, 04:30:56 AM
Post by: steve dave on October 15, 2016, 07:39:11 AM
The only one thinking outside the box in this thread is Taylor Swift.
I came for the Taylor swift, I stayed for watching dumbasses
Post by: The Big Train on October 15, 2016, 08:34:48 AM
The only one thinking outside the box in this thread is Taylor Swift.
I came for the Taylor swift, I stayed for watching dumbasses
Subconsciously I know you don't mean that
Post by: Tobias on October 15, 2016, 09:28:59 AM
The only one thinking outside the box in this thread is Taylor Swift.
I came for the Taylor swift, I stayed for watching dumbasses
i too was shipwrecked by this fair Nazi siren
Post by: CNS on October 15, 2016, 09:30:36 AM
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Post by: Spracne on October 15, 2016, 11:06:50 AM
Also, I didn't think physicists believe in any real possibility of us colliding with a black hole. Our galaxy orbits around a center (supposedly a very large black hole), and the universe in general is all moving apart.
Obviously you know nothing about space and time. Second, all the planets in our solar system revolve around our sun(which is a star). Third, we revolve around our super massive black hole, on the outside of our galaxy.
Our galaxy is a part of a philament of many galaxies that create our universe. Of which we have no idea about a billion different things.
So before you spout your mouth off again, how about you go back to school, or whatever, and learn some rough ridin' cosmology before ever rough ridin' talking about the universe again. You rough ridin' child.
Might wanna pump the brakes there, buddy. I think you're forgetting that the Sun accounts for 99.8% of the mass of the Solar System, and the vast majority of the Sun itself is made of hydrogen. Also, the Sun (as well as the vast majority of all matter in the universe) is a plasma.
How embarrassing for you.
What? What does that have to do with anything related to a black hole? Who gives a eff what anything is made of if a rough ridin' black hole sweeps by? Nobody. That's who.
I mean :lol: at this person
(https://goemaw.com/forum/proxy.php?request=http%3A%2F%2Fwearefamous.com%2Fwp-content%2Fuploads%2F2016%2F05%2Funnamed-13.jpg&hash=783355590e1f4a8af43dcef66151af8d107ada95)
Post by: puniraptor on October 17, 2016, 05:00:06 AM
Every day I walk past a boat named "Sea Friend V" and I think it's totally hilarious. Most days I even chuckle aloud about it. Sea Friend V
Now, often times a boat named "Sea Friend VII" is parked right next to it and I don't find it amusing in the slightest. Just completely unfunny.
The human mind!
Post by: puniraptor on October 17, 2016, 05:02:21 AM
Pirates? Mutiny? Kaiju?
The human mind!
Post by: mocat on October 17, 2016, 07:02:08 AM
What happened to sea friend six :sdeek:
Pirates? Mutiny? Kaiju?
The human mind!
Sea friend vi was shipwrecked by the nazi siren
Post by: puniraptor on October 17, 2016, 07:57:36 AM
Post by: The Big Train on January 16, 2017, 12:19:37 AM
That may seem like the same thing, it's not. Life comes almost too fast, but it's processed in a steadfast way. The overall concept of life is too fast tho, and that's the difference.
Post by: The Big Train on January 16, 2017, 01:26:43 AM
Post by: The Big Train on June 04, 2017, 10:18:40 PM
There is a possibility that I met the future Mrs. TBT last weekend. This brings a few things into play. The first is that she lives in KC and the current situation with me being in MHK and her there doesn't bode well. I've done the long distance thing before and it didn't turn out right. The second thing is that eventually I do probably see myself in KC. The money is hand over fist more than what I make now for what I do. I'm not complaining about what I make now, it's a very good job and I could keep it until I retire if I wanted. In my current field I have some pretty lofty goals, I didn't have that at all in the business world.
I constantly feel, idk how to explain this, but I feel kind of empty inside when there isn't anything going on. I basically don't have a night off during the summers with all the things going on, but I also feel like maybe MHK is too small for me. I love MHK with almost all my heart, but idk I just feel like it's too small sometimes. I have pretty much all of my close friends living here now, after most had been away and they all have pretty much moved back.
Maybe I am bi-polar, idk, I don't feel like it but whenever I have a free day and no structure I feel lost in my own consciousness. Sometimes I even feel like I have legit gone insane. THEN I go back to work and have structure and I feel normal again. It's such a weird sensation, I'm just not sure how to handle it. This has happened on occasion for some time, but it's exponentially expanded since I have been working full time and I have nothing to do on the weekends. The mindset has been to just make it through those times, and I have outlets to hang out with friends or do stuff. The issue is when I get 'no' answers when everyone is busy.
When I was 16 I picked up all my crap and moved 800 miles, after telling about 3 people. I only told these people because I felt close to them. I feel like that a lot these days. I don't think that would solve any of my issues but in theory they do get solved. I have these thoughts almost every Sunday and then by 9AM Monday morning they are all gone. This is the kind of shitty consciousness stuff that I deal with on a daily/weekly basis.
I'm not looking for any kind of advice or guidance, I just feel better sharing and feel comfortable sharing under my own name than in the dreaded #1Thread name tonight.
Post by: puniraptor on June 04, 2017, 10:50:38 PM
if you weren't looking for any advice, posting about it is the wrong COA
also mhk to kc is hardly long distance, especially when you consider the scale of the entire observable universe
prepare yourself to receive advice
Post by: puniraptor on June 04, 2017, 10:51:04 PM
wear the same outfit every day
Post by: puniraptor on June 04, 2017, 10:51:36 PM
wake up NLT 5AM and go to the gym before work every day
Post by: puniraptor on June 04, 2017, 10:52:29 PM
propose to that girl before the end of the week
Post by: The Big Train on June 04, 2017, 10:53:08 PM
do you have a job offer or something? the kc paragraph seems to be missing something.
if you weren't looking for any advice, posting about it is the wrong COA
also mhk to kc is hardly long distance, especially when you consider the scale of the entire observable universe
prepare yourself to receive advice
No job offer because I haven't applied for any jobs.
Just sharing stuff is enough to take a edge off.
Post by: SdK on June 04, 2017, 10:54:07 PM
Also KC is hardly long distance. I dated someone in Peoria, Ill. It's amazing what can be done with video chats, videos, etc. It is less than ideal, but is only temporary.
Post by: The Big Train on June 04, 2017, 11:03:08 PM
advice 3
propose to that girl before the end of the week
I legit would, never felt this way before. She doesn't realize yet how much I am her type tho. Without sounding weird that's about the best way I can put it.
Post by: The Big Train on June 04, 2017, 11:05:15 PM
I'm always around if you want to have a more personal conversation. Just drop me a pm.
Also KC is hardly long distance. I dated someone in Peoria, Ill. It's amazing what can be done with video chats, videos, etc. It is less than ideal, but is only temporary.
I have done it in the past, so for sure if I need it I will in the future. :thumbs:
Post by: bucket on June 04, 2017, 11:06:52 PM
advice 3
propose to that girl before the end of the week
I legit would, never felt this way before. She doesn't realize yet how much I am her type tho. Without sounding weird that's about the best way I can put it.
Congrats :D
Post by: SdK on June 04, 2017, 11:35:55 PM
:thumbs:I'm always around if you want to have a more personal conversation. Just drop me a pm.
Also KC is hardly long distance. I dated someone in Peoria, Ill. It's amazing what can be done with video chats, videos, etc. It is less than ideal, but is only temporary.
I have done it in the past, so for sure if I need it I will in the future. :thumbs:
Post by: puniraptor on June 04, 2017, 11:45:54 PM
do you have any hobbies?