Man. I don't check gE.com for two days and I come back to bank account smack???
Welp...back to planning my trip back to TITLETOWN. I could sit here and brag about my "six figure salary" (as well), but I do not have a fragile mind frame that seeks constant attention/validation to make up for my inadequacies. You could be a successful project manager of a large construction firm making seven figures for all I know, but your posts reek of immature strands of cognitions strung together by your passive-aggressive sense of despair.
I'm sorry you see sadness and failure when you look in the mirror, but buck up buttercup. Know that TITLETOWN will always be there for you.
God bless and God speed ljm...my prayers are with you.