I’m at a point in my life where I can be happy for individual people, to wit I was sincerely happy for spracs that he got to experience the joy of his team winning a natty this year, but I can never be happy for Ku. Just can’t. It’s a hatred that has burned deep inside of me for as long as I can remember.
There was definitely a time that I was incapable of being happy for individuals, tho. I remember the year Beas was here I had just started seeing a girl who went to ku and when we lost in Lawrence she texted me and gave me a light hearted ribbing and I walked tf away from that ticking time bomb. (It probably wasn’t going to work out anyway but that was the proverbial nail in the coffin)